Self Imposed Walls

With my God I can scale a wall. Psalm 18:29

You hem me in-behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.
Psalm 139:5-6

Yesterday, God showed me that he had set me free, but I chose to have self imposed walls. This freedom was just too scary to me. I wanted to be hemmed in by walls that I created so that I would feel safe. God said that these man made walls needed to be torn down. I keep remembering a movie called, The Truman Show. In it the actor thinks he is living a normal life of freedom until he realizes that he is stuck in a movie set. In the end he escapes. When I pondered escaping my self imposed walls I felt afraid. I didn't know how to be free. It's a big world out there. The above scripture is very comforting. I don't need my self imposed walls.God is surrounding me and keeping me safe. So my prayer has been, "Yes God, you can remove my self imposed walls. I want to be free"